Losing A Baby Affects Everything and Everyone Around You

Experiencing Loss

Losing A Baby Affects Everything and Everyone Around You Losing my baby affected everything and everyone around me, especially myself. My body, mind, and soul are into shreds. Even though I am surrounded by loving people who care, I am still surrounded by people who can give two craps about me. I still constantly think […]

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My Plans Failed and I Ended Up Having A Really Bad Day

Experiencing Loss

My Plans Failed and I Ended Up Having A Really Bad Day Apri 3rd did not go very well for me. I actually woke up in a really good mood though. However, as the day progressed I began to feel more and more depressed. By the end of the day, I was angry. Let me […]

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My Due Date Is Slowly Approaching And Reality Is Setting In

Experiencing Loss

My Due Date Is Slowly Approaching And Reality Is Setting In Depression is starting to set in as my due date slowly approaches. Its hard enough having babies being born all around me by siblings, friends, other relatives, and celebrities. Now I have to sit around and think about what could have been me. My […]

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My Nephew Was Just Born, But I’m Not Sure How I’m Suppose To Feel

Experiencing Loss

My Nephew Was Just Born, But I’m Not Sure How I’m Suppose To Feel I am excited to announce the birth of my baby nephew, Zy’ahir. However, right now I’m trying to figure out how I’m suppose to feel. I’m not really sure how I’m suppose to feel. I am so happy for my sister, […]

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NFL Honors…The Best Experience Ever!


Lifestyle

NFL Honors…The Best Experience Ever! Growing up, I never imagined that my life would be like it is now. I didn’t know I would be married by the age of 22. I never saw myself owning a home at the age of 22. And I never imagined myself marrying a NFL football player. This is […]

February 7, 2018

So What Now?… What Are My Plans?


Experiencing Loss

So What Now?… What Are My Plans? After the loss of my baby boy due to an incompetent cervix, I went to visit my OB (Obstetrician) for my post-partum check up. An OB is the doctor that provides care for you and your baby during your pregnancy, and they can sometimes deliver your baby. I […]

January 21, 2018

Why Sunday?


Experiencing Loss

Why Sunday? You ever think about tragedy and wonder why it happens? Like, why Sunday? I ask myself this all the time. My goal is to try and post a blog every Sunday. I gave birth to my son on a Sunday morning. My husband scored an emotional touchdown that same Sunday. Jesus died on […]

January 12, 2018

How My Husband Proposed


Love

How My Husband Proposed My husband proposed to me on Mount Bonnell in Austin, TX.  Mount Bonnell is a beautiful tourist destination. It sits alongside the Colorado River and it’s popular location to view the city, lake Austin and other surrounding hills. I remember everything like it was yesterday. On Friday, March 14, 2014, my […]

January 4, 2018

How My Husband and I Met


Love

How My Husband and I Met The story of how my husband and I met is kind of funny. We both ran track for the University of Texas, at Austin. At this time, the men’s and women’s team was separated. The women had different coaches from the men’s team. We even went to separate track […]

January 4, 2018