That Feeling of Self-Resentment… Don’t Beat Yourself Up.

Experiencing Loss

That Feeling of Self-Resentment… Don’t Beat Yourself Up. Honestly, I hated myself after losing my baby. I hated my body because of what it had done. How could my body do this to me? When my body didn’t cooperate, I went through a period of self-resentment. After losing a baby, you may feel as though […]

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I Just Couldn’t Wait Until Sunday, I Have To Post This Particular Message

Experiencing Loss

I Just Couldn’t Wait Until Sunday, I Have To Post This Particular Message I am hurting with so many emotions inside. I will still be posting my original post on Sunday. I just couldn’t wait until Sunday to post this particular message. This past week has been rough for me. Tomorrow, I am heading to […]

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So What Now?… What Are My Plans?

Experiencing Loss

So What Now?… What Are My Plans? After the loss of my baby boy due to an incompetent cervix, I went to visit my OB (Obstetrician) for my post-partum check up. An OB is the doctor that provides care for you and your baby during your pregnancy, and they can sometimes deliver your baby. I […]

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Whoo Hoo, I Am Getting A Transabdominal Cerclage (TAC)

Experiencing Loss

Whoo Hoo, I Am Getting A Transabdominal Cerclage (TAC)   I am so excited to announced that I will be having my Transabdominal Cerclage (TAC) surgery in February. For women who have an incompetent cervix (IC), this may be your calling. I found out about this surgery by joining a group called AbbyLoopers on Facebook. […]

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How My Husband and I Met


Love

How My Husband and I Met The story of how my husband and I met is kind of funny. We both ran track for the University of Texas, at Austin. At this time, the men’s and women’s team was separated. The women had different coaches from the men’s team. We even went to separate track […]

January 4, 2018

I Had the Pleasure of Being an Angel Today


Lifestyle

I Had the Pleasure of Being an Angel Today Thanks to a dear friend, Bianca, I had the pleasure of being an angel today. While having the time of our lives in LA, we visited the OUE Skyspace. OUE Skyspace is California’s tallest open-air observation deck. When first entering in, you’ll walk under what seems […]

December 31, 2017

My Husband Will Never Know


Experiencing Loss

My Husband Will Never Know My husband will never know how painful losing a baby really is. Losing a baby is just something that most people wouldn’t understand, especially men. For me at least, I feel like men would never understand. They didn’t get pregnant, their bodies didn’t change, and they don’t have to give […]

December 29, 2017

Our Gender Reveal Didn’t Go As Planned


Experiencing Loss

Gender Reveal Gender reveals have become the newest celebration/event, in addition to baby showers, to celebrate the birth of babies. It’s just another way to receive diapers, wipes, and other gifts before your actual baby shower. A gender reveal is another way to get family and friends together to share your pregnancy journey. At this […]

December 12, 2017