Experiencing Loss / Monday, September 16th, 2019

First off, I would like to thank each and everyone of you who consistently support me and my husband. You know times have been rough for my husband and I throughout our entire journey through parenthood. I recently had surgery in Chicago to have my transabdonimal cerclage (TAC) replaced by Dr. Haney in March. You can watch my TAC surgery HERE. My surgery was a success and I am thankful for all of the prayers I’ve received. Now I can put my TAC to use!

So the moment you’ve all been waiting for…

I AM PREGNANT again!!! You can view our pregnancy announcement HERE. A month after my surgery I got off birth control to prepare myself for fertility treatments. If you don’t know, I struggled with infertility in the past and needed an extra boost to help me get pregnant. Well, the Lord gave us a surprising miracle. I’ve never gotten pregnant on the first try, so this was very shocking. I had one period after getting off of birth control and then my period didn’t show on time. When my cycle didn’t come on time, I thought it was because the birth control threw my cycle off track.

I took a pregnancy test on two different tests: DG Health One Step and Clear Blue Pregnancy test. The cheap One Step test came out faint and the Clear Blue test was was negative. So I thought it was a fluke and just ignored it. Another week went by and still no period. I called my fertility clinic to let them know my cycle was delayed and they told me to wait until two weeks after a missed period.

I waited another week and took another pregnancy test again with only the cheap One Step test. IT WAS FAINT AGAIN, but darker than the first time. So, I went the store first thing in the morning and brought a First Response pink dye test and rushed home to take the test.


The First Response Test was definitely positive. I should’ve used this test from the start but I didn’t because I already had the other two tests in my cabinet from my previous pregnancies. I mean am I the only one who takes a test everyday for like two weeks after I find out I’m pregnant? I’m pretty absurd when it comes to pregnancy tests. I’ll keep taking tests like a crazy person. My test will be posted below so you can how I mistake the first test for being negative.


I am currently 14 weeks as I write this blog post. Again, I really appreciate you all for being so supportive of me during this journey. Throughout this process, I will do my best to keep you guys posted on my journey through pregnancy. So far my pregnancy has been smooth sailing as usual. I threw up for the first time after eating crab legs at Juicy Crab in Conyers, GA. I’m not sure if it was bad seafood or my pregnancy that caused me to puke but I had crab Alfredo about three weeks after this and I got really nauseous. So I don’t think our baby likes crab legs. Also, I noticed that I am growing a lot faster this time around but still not as fast as when I was pregnant with my twin boys. My stomach looks so huge, but I should mention I ate a big meal before our photoshoot. Yikes!

Stay tuned for more pregnancy updates.

With Love,

Mrs. Goodwin


  1. Congratulations sending prayers your way I’m so excited for you both. So blessed and this baby is blessed to have such string amazing parents

    1. As I read your story,this gave me chills..I watched your blogs on everything you have posted,this message bring so much JOY!You and your husband endured so much trying to achieve this journey,and look at GOD!You guys are a beautiful couple..
      I pray that god brings you and the baby through this beautiful journey.God bless you guys?

    2. So very happy for your little blessing growing and getting bigger! God has blessed you all and couldn’t be more happier after all you have gone through. I too struggled with infertility and I so understand the struggles! God’s Blessing on you both + your baby blessing! ❤️

  2. Beautifully written!!! I’m so excited for you and Quise! As I watched the video on the GoodwinSZN channel, I could see the JOY in you and Marquise eyes. Enjoy every moment and blog as much as you can when you can. The second trimester will go by fast, and the. The third trimester will go by slooowwww. But, have as much fun talking , reading, praying, and singing to Baby Rainbow. Much love to you both!!! Sending prayers up! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  3. Morgan, I am beyond happy for you and your husband. I have and will continue to have you in my thoughts and prayers. I have followed your journey from the beginning. I truly understand, my husband and I lost 4 children before being blessed with our daughter, who will be 1 on Sept 25. We lost a set of twins, then 2 single babies. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through. I am praying for a happy and healthy baby to join you guys here on earth. This child was hand picked by its brothers. I cannot wait to watch you as you continue this journey. I would love to meet/hear back from you.
    Best wishes,

  4. OMG!!!!Thank you Lord for your continued blessing on my children. I am super excited for you both. No doubt in my mind that you both will be awesome parents. I am ready to babysit.

    Love love love you guys!

    Mama Marsha

  5. Congratulations to you and your husband on your pregnancy. I know your journey I to had been there before but God bless my husband and I with 2 beautiful blessings our son Bryce and our daughter Brielle. I pray you have a long healthy pregnancy as you go on this journey to motherhood. Congratulations again with Love

  6. Congratulations to you and your husband on your pregnancy. I know your journey I to had been there before but God blessed my husband and I with 2 beautiful blessings our son Bryce and our daughter Brielle. I pray you have a long healthy pregnancy as you go on this journey to motherhood. Congratulations again with Love

  7. Amazing 😍😍😍 May the Lord bless you with a happy, healthy and full term pregnancy. I look forward to reading future blogs about your growing rainbow baby 💖🙏🌈🌈🌈🌈

  8. I follow you on YouTube and I love the love you two share. May you continue on this journey with love and The Good Lord at the head of your life and you are sure to reign victorious. I cant wait to see your growth and congrats on your blessing!!!

  9. Been praying for this announcement for the longest time! Praying extra prayers over you and this baby! Her brothers in Heaven picked her extra special. And yes, I’m sure SHE is a girl 💖

  10. I’m truly happy for you guys even though I don’t personally know you guys I feel like I do since I follow your instagram and youtube ❤

  11. Praying for you guys. You’re such a beautiful couple. I subscribe to GoodwinSZN, you are a great couple, just wait on God, you will get your baby. My husband and I married young like you guys, and next year it will be 30 years of marriage. It’s hard, but worth every year.

    love and prayers.

  12. Marae is absolutely perfect. God really build your character and faith during these times. Look at God. Marquise & Morgan God bless you and your union with the 3rd M. The M&M’s family. Love you all.

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