Happy (Angel) Mother’s Day!!!


Experiencing Loss / Sunday, May 12th, 2019

I want to wish a happy Mother’s Day to all of the angel moms in the world. And of course I want to wish a happy Mother’s Day to all current mothers too. You ladies are so strong and blessed. Ladies with living chidden you’re blessed with the opportunity to give your life a whole new meaning.

I want to wish a special Mother’s Day to my mom and my Mother-in-law. Without my mother, I wouldn’t be in this world. I also wouldn’t have had any guidance through life and I probably wouldn’t be as mature as I am today. Without my mother-in-law, I wouldn’t have found my husband, my backbone, my rib.

Today, I would’ve been a mother to three loving boys, if I didn’t have incompetent cervix. It just wasn’t in God’s plans for me at the time. I am still trying to grasp the reason why but I’ve learned to trust the process. Through my pregnancy loss and journey to motherhood, I’ve been a blessing to other women. Sharing my story has definitely made an impact on other women’s lives and it’s such a blessing.

My testimony is someone else’s testimony. At the end of the day, what God made for you, is for you. I trust the Lord and I know I will be a mother to hopefully several living children in the future. I am so thankful that I can help another woman struggling while grieving the loss of their baby.

Is Mother’s Day hard for me?

Nope, it’s just another day. I have learned to take life one day at a time. In my heart, I am a mother. I constantly remind myself that God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. I am a soldier and I am not a quitter. So I am not giving up.

I know I haven’t blogged in a while but I am going to build the courage to continue writing out my feelings. Writing has been a coping method for me throughout this whole process. My husband has been so supportive and so have my family, friends, and fans. Thank you to everyone who keeps up with my journey. And thank you to those who constantly send prayers.

Happy Mother’s Day,

Mrs. Goodwin

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