Happy Birthday To My First Born!!!
Today marks my angel son’s first birthday! He was born November 12th of last year when I was 19 weeks and 5 days. I thought this would be a hard day for me to handle but I can’t be more grateful for the many blessings I have recently received. It’s so easy to get wrapped up in being angry, sad, jealous, and just plain ungrateful. No, I am not happy that I loss my son to an incompetent cervix. But I am happy for everything and everyone who has come into my life after my loss.
My husband has been my biggest supporter and backbone throughout our whole pregnancy loss. I am thankful for my family, pastor, and friends for their major support. My fans and my husband’s fans have been supportive as well. All of you make a huge difference in my life. It really takes a village to get through something as difficult as losing a baby.
Today is GAME DAY. What a coincidence? Last year, I lost my son on Sunday night which was on GAME DAY. This year, my son’s birthday is on Monday night football. This really shows how truly special you are. I pray that your father shows out for you today. I am also praying for his health, strength, courage, and many touchdowns.
Son, we know you continue to watch us and I hope we make you proud. You have many people thinking of you and many people praying for us. You taught me many things including how to be appreciative and how to not take anything for granted.
We are proud angel parents! To all you angel mothers out there, I pray for your strength and courage. You can get through these tough days, months, and years. God is always right by our side the whole way even though at times it may not seem like it. Thank you all for your many prayers and kind words.