Happy Birthday To My First Born!!!

Experiencing Loss / Monday, November 12th, 2018

Happy Birthday To My First Born!!!

Today marks my angel son’s first birthday! He was born November 12th of last year when I was 19 weeks and 5 days. I thought this would be a hard day for me to handle but I can’t be more grateful for the many blessings I have recently received. It’s so easy to get wrapped up in being angry, sad, jealous, and just plain ungrateful. No, I am not happy that I loss my son to an incompetent cervix. But I am happy for everything and everyone who has come into my life after my loss.

My husband has been my biggest supporter and backbone throughout our whole pregnancy loss. I am thankful for my family, pastor, and friends for their major support. My fans and my husband’s fans have been supportive as well. All of you make a huge difference in my life. It really takes a village to get through something as difficult as losing a baby.

Today is GAME DAY. What a coincidence? Last year, I lost my son on Sunday night which was on GAME DAY. This year, my son’s birthday is on Monday night football. This really shows how truly special you are. I pray that your father shows out for you today. I am also praying for his health, strength, courage, and many touchdowns.

Son, we know you continue to watch us and I hope we make you proud. You have many people thinking of you and many people praying for us. You taught me many things including how to be appreciative and how to not take anything for granted.

We are proud angel parents! To all you angel mothers out there, I pray for your strength and courage. You can get through these tough days, months, and years. God is always right by our side the whole way even though at times it may not seem like it. Thank you all for your many prayers and kind words.

With love,

Mrs. Goodwin


9 Replies to “Happy Birthday To My First Born!!!”

  1. You are such a strong woman. I don’t think any woman should ever have to go through this, but only God knows why things like this happen. Sending many hugs and prayers your way ❤

  2. Hi Morgan! Your post is very encouraging. We lost our son on 12/17/17 due to incompetent cervix at 21 weeks and 1 day and I’ve wondered( actually dreaded) how I would spend that day. It is especially tough during this 1st holiday season, but your post is encouraging. I am hopeful that when our Cameron’s birthday comes in a few weeks, I will be as uplifted as you are. Sending you lots of baby dust!


  3. Morgan and Marquise, I continue to follow you in awe of your amazing love and support for one another. You are my absolute favorites. My husband flies a private jet (I’ve mentioned this before) for a man that has a suite at Levi. He asked my oldest son, who is 13, and I to join them on the plane for this Monday night game! What a special night to be there and to see Marquise lay it all out on the field. I hadn’t remembered the exact day. I kept searching for a sighting of my girl too! 🙂 Your precious son is so blessed to have you as his parents, and one day you will all be together again. I hope whatever personal reason that our #11 isn’t playing today is something easily overcome. I will include you and your family in my prayers and thoughts today. With love and hope always, Alesha Russo and family.

    1. Aw thank you so much, im am just now reading this. But as you may know already we went through another loss, which is why he wasn’t playing that game. God bless you!

  4. Hi Morgan,

    I havr experienced a recent loss of 22 weeks twins due to IC and am researching TAC specialist. Inhabe heard of Dr. Fogwell and I wanted to know how your TAC recovery has been like and how your fertility journey has progressed over this last year.

    I’d love to connect!

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